December 31, 2006
· Filed under A Day Flashes By..., About me, Art! or not...
And the morning was… foggy!
And a few straight out of my driving seat…
Does this last one do justice to what I feel about this world?
New year is all bullshit. If I start making my own years, and I call some day a dingdong day and every every now and then after a few months, start to fuss about my dingdong day, would that even matter? Nope! It won’t. So you see, its just little meaningless time you have here in this nasooti world, just laugh it away.
The decisions I make today have more significance than their apparent aspects. They decide a pattern of this life and hereafter. Submission…
December 20, 2006
· Filed under About me
living the empty half
empty half of the cup
empty half of my life
i don’t have a love life
i only look at possibilities
analyse them logically
when harmones rush, i know that they are just harmones
not a big deal really
so when i look at people who say they love, i wonder how…
how can people be so ignorant that they would overlook all the physics
and reach the conclusion that they and their lives are a big deal
we are just meaningless complex machines
we don’t have lives
we just have time
time in a timeless frame
the real love is independent of gender, age, anything worldly…
ever wondered why people tend to fall in “real love” only with the people of opposite gender, good looks, suitable age and other stuff?
poor me/humans
im just too low
and when i realised what love is, i lost the ability to fall in love
because a human doesn’t have ability to fullfill what it takes to love
and how to find that one person u love?
why can’t i just do it like everyone else do?
why can’t i feel the depth of my shallow emotions like evryone else?
hah
i probably fail to fall in love because i don’t have the ability to see the loveable part of a person
when i look at people, i look at a walking combination of flaws
i don’t blame him/her for that, i blame nature only
and the world becomes a little more mechanical there and then
enough of my whining
people ask God to show things clearly to them
i ask Him to make me ignorant
or take me above this small world
i am stuck
ignorant of how things work
in your head
in your heart
with your soul as fuel
and your body as a puppet
these are the 4 things humans are made of
i don’t want to think about life and want to be like everyone else.
that’ll be difficult for someone like me
i know
i have to live this depression
the depression of being
live it. its better then being like the rest
when u don’t enjoy a good night’s sleep
u don’t enjoy being loved
and u do’t hate being hated
u wonder wats the big deal with good food
and wats so wrong with bad food
when u don’t want anything in life
then u want to be like everyone else
when u don’t feel guilty anymore
when u don’t feel good about doing a good deed
you dont want anything in life?
nope
it kinda makes my life easy too…
but depressing too…
the worst thing about my life: i know hat real love is
and i know the path you need to take to it
and im still not over my desire to want stuff
my intellectual dilemma is over
now is a dilemma which i can’t resolve using my mind
its a game of heart
a game too difficult to play
and im just too used up already to play that game
you’ll need to find someone who would know what real love is
there is somebody who knows what real love is
but all He does is smile
and mock
and makes me realise again and again that im a small human
lol
God?
the puppet master above
the gamer of all gamers
the one who makes us swing around doing meaningless stuff
oh i am whining and He is smiling
and mocking
and im similing with Him
mocking myself
and all the likes of myself
hehe
he is one hell of a comedian
and we are all just little roles of his big comedy
and he makes us think life is a tragedy
and all along, He keeps on laughing
its not a tragedy dear
its just a comedy
oh and i can see him more clearly then ever
and now i realise why he is so not bothered
this life is small
and worthy enough only to be laughed at
God wants us to love him to respect him and to obey him
lol
yeah right
God
he wants us to laugh with him
he wants us to become an audiance
not roles anymore
audience of ourselves?
yeah
oh man
so i surrender
in his will
for he knows best
This is me… and its the best anyone can know me… that is if someone is stupid enough…
December 20, 2006
· Filed under About me
And when storms come in my life, nobody has a clue… Logon ne shabdeg khai, paki kaise, yeh kise malum hai? So yes, current days are the calm before another storm. The difference is that previous storms were unexpected, which sweeped my castles of innocence away… The upcoming storms are just too clear. And I have nobody to blame… for the storms are justified…
Oops… the storm came a bit earlier…
December 13, 2006
· Filed under Wit Reincarnated
who? says:
be happy with ur lie stupid
who? says:
*life
who? says:
oops
who? says:
wasn’t intentional
who? says:
in case ur thinking its one of my twisted jokes
…and wisdom speaks even when I make a mistake…
December 6, 2006
· Filed under A Day Flashes By..., About me
You know the worst thing about my job? People have life in the fast lane, life in the slums, life spinning around because you are high, screwed up insanity etc. My life is a monotonous 24°C. No matter whether its raining outside, an oven, a storm or chilling, life insisde my office remains the same. Damn we don’t even get free time because the lights went out and we cannot do anything. Stupid asses have alternate power supply for seemingly an unlimited amunt of time.
So this other day, this was what it felt like outside my office:
And this is what always feel like inside my office: :S
So next time if you think I’m being cranky and all, now you know what has been bothering me lately. I need to feel itchy in summers and chilly in winters. I need to feel the need to wear thick stuff in winters and feel like stripping down in summers. (No, not in any funny way you are thinking!)
And yes, all the windows in my office have a silver coating so you see your own image in them. :s Stupid people have blinds on them even then. :s
December 4, 2006
· Filed under Literary or Litterary?, My Perfect World, Wit Reincarnated
Dear Uncle Sam,
The Chinese president visited Pakistan last week. Though China is not exactly a communist country, still the ’surkha’ people of Lahore couldn’t resist show their feelings for the other side of… you know what.
What you can see in this picture, which I took with my spy cam, is of the Communist Party, Lahore office flying a large Chinese flag, with a large communist logo on it, right on the Mall Road. I must also tell you that the same place also displayed a messege saying “Congratulations to Communist North Korea for Conducting Successful Nuclear Test” a few weeks ago. My spy cam had a problem back then, so I am sorry I cannot provide you with photo evidence. But if you really want it, then I can make up some blank images and send it to you. After all, that worked with Afghanistan and Iraq too.
Uncle Sam, you are so cute and handsome even though you are so into mature age. And nope, you don’t look old at all. Now can I have a new spy cam? If yes, then please make it one with X-ray glasses and all. Afterall, you also have all those satellites too. And now that we are talking abot that, can I also start selling “chars” here in Lahore?
Awaiting your warm reply,
Mr. Tripple Tie Knot
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Wasn’t my plan to make a big deal out of it, just wanted to post the picture. But then, what the hell. 
